It’s been ages since i last wrote in my ordinary blog.. When you have friends around you, blog is nothing but the last resort to express what you really feel inside and don’t have no one to shared with or maybe just a place for you to spill your heart out coz there is no way you have the guts to express it verbally.. Either way, the return og blogging to me is due to those reasons.. Not solid but as an alternative to let go what is burdening my abcent twisted mind.. By the way, no one is actually reading this so it’s kind of like a personal diary.. A diary written by unknown..
Well, that’s quite brief on how do I get back to this leasure uplifting activity. I had a rough patches lately. I define it as a mood swing. It happens once in a while especially during high time or in the beginning of a cycle or when I just pissed at anything about nothing.
My life is a bit messy lately.. I just don’t know why.. I don’t really find peace in me.. What is actually wrong with me? I kinda like having a crisis with my own and at the end of the day, I get frustrated and angrier.. what is wrong with me.. Am I mad?
