Memoir of SugArHigH’s

huh… sik tauk kenak tapi lamak dah sik dapat post… kinek dapat so… kelak la update… wait huh…

Angol na palak mala mikir kerja yang tak sudah tok.. nak madah lembap gilak molah kerja, dah setiap saat setiap  minit fully utilize ke molah kerja. Rutit gilak kah aku tok. Ya juak meja tok serabut kedak otak aku kinek tok. Segalanya serabut. Semuanya serabut. Bukan main lagik things tod o list berjela-jela panjang tapi sik pernah juak pande singkat-singkat sebab kerja baru mala jak datang. Best na juak jadi aku koh koh…

So, dalam pada melayan palak ku nak sot-sot tok, rindok ati mun dengar lagu.. Sik tauk kenak masa tok suka gilak dengar lagu laskar pelangi dan lagu bukan superstar… maybe sebab aku rasa 2 lagu tok liriknya memberi ketengan pada jiwa ku sesaat… mun dengar empat kali empat saat… hahahaha… sorrylah mun sapa-sapa nak maca tok bukan orang sarawak, nasib juaklah mun sik paham apa di loya ku tok. Bukan nak madah apa, asal nyawa nak ngerepak, mulah make bahasa ibunda. baruk trill rasanya.. Sebab bahasa sarawak tok nang dicipta ke morah dan ke ngerepak sik tentu pasal.

Sedar dirik aku tok Bukan Superstar so aku dedicate lagu tok ke aku empunlah… enjoy ya..

Liriknya ya..

Andai aku Pasha Ungu
semua wanita kan memburuku
Bila aku Ariel Peterpan
kau yakin ngefans karena urang keren

Sexy badannya.. Mulan Jameela
cantiknya dia seperti aku
Giring Nidji sahabat aku
dekat denganku.. dialah aku..

Tapi kenyataan aku bukan siapa-siapa
kuingin engkau mencintaiku apa adanya
Ku bukan superstar kaya dan terkenal
Ku bukan saudagar yang punya banyak kapal
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai

Haa haa haaa Haa haa haaa
Andai ku Letto wis pasti aku wong jowo
Tapi kenyataan aku bukan siapa-siapa
kuingin engkau mencintaiku apa adanya

Ku bukan superstar kaya dan terkenal
Ku bukan saudagar yang punya banyak kapal
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai

Kata orang ku mirip Glenn Fredly
suara merdu, wanita jatuh hati
Namun semua itu hanya mimpi bagimu woohoo~

Jadi semua itu hanya mimpi?
Ya iya laah masya ya iya dong
duren aja dibelah bukan dibedong

Ku bukan superstar kaya dan terkenal
Ku bukan saudagar yang punya banyak kapal
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai

Kamu bukan super, kamu bukan setar
Kalo digabungin kamu bukan supersetarr..
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai

Haa haa haaa Haa haa haaa

Wah… When I looked at the calendar… It’s been a while I did not write any simgle words in my blog.. maybe I was buzy with matters but plain to say I’m just lazy to share my dull and boring stories with the entire nation [As If someone is actually reading my blog..]

It had been quite a hectic moments and not to mention hair-wired situation for me. I was in a de-motivated mode for quite sometime and that strings of mood mode is here to stay some more days… I wasn’t quite sure what is happening to me but I am so sure that this is not actually me. Dull and boring me.. [maybe I shud get a new shoes or a new handbeg or maybe  a new purse.. oh yes, that roxy purse... maybe that purse can cheer me up... who knows... well, I'm free on Wednesday afternoon, shud drop by to the spring and get me the new purse before the sale end.. I hope sale is still on. can't really remember when it is over.. --> this sounds more like a normal me..]

I would like to put some photos of me and family and friends and maybe I can start writing about it. Just to wash away my sadness and worries.. Am I Sad and Am I worried? Gosh… only god know why… Some cheer moments for me..

I ask myself what do I achieved for the past one year.. I wondered if I manage to achieve my last year resolutions and I figured, does last year better than the previous year.

Should I plan a head for this year activities or should I just let it go with the flow. Maybe I just set some target and no need to go into details. What I wish to happen is that… a blissful year a head and more self happiness… Amin…

It took me so long to find a time to jot in this blog of mine… I just have so many things to share but so many little urge to write so that is why everything is pending…

On last 18th of Dec, we had a little gathering on my moms side where by she invited her siblings to our house for dinner. The occasion was due to my Anjang visits from KL… Quite a number relatives attend and we ate dinner and cakes and foods…  photos will be or will not be uploaded here…

Things I get for my birthday… a chanel perfume, a roxy wallet, LG phone, hilly handbeg, mng sling bag [soon] and other gifts that i have not figure out yet. huhu… i have a list remember…

It was all right… The bestpart is that, I win 3 times out of 4 while playing Big 2 with my cousins and siblings… Well, I am good at it… ahahaha… once a gambler, always a gambler… chows…

I was away from the office for a month..

Sigh…

I hardly recall what I had left before, what are the things that I have not done and need to be done as soon as I get back… I’m totally lost and bewildered.

I don’t know where to start so I begin with my routine…

Jot down my “things to do list”…

Sigh…

October… the month of energy all out and away from home… after 5th raya, I have to start packing my luggage with various types of clothing in and out for the entire month… In Kch, raya is celebrated the least 7 days and what am I doing packing stuff on the 5th of raya… This is so not fun.. Not to mention no weekends in Kuching.. All I have is sunday at home to do laundry and change my red luggage… 1st week away I had back pain, head ache, flue, some more sickness and after 2 series of massages, i manage to recover and stand on my feet. Huh… what a week… 3 more to go… School, when I come back, it is november… how fast will the time flies…

Dear blog,

Starting this Ramadhan, I notice that I had an attitute change or maybe a personality change or maybe some changes in personal interest. I’m not sure what is the trigger but I guess maybe the actions grow with the age. I’m getting more mature from day to day so I take that as the main trigger on my personal change… I thought people did not notice but they do. Yeah, people around me… I guess that it is obvious.

I am known for my bubbly and witty personality [quoted by a fren], talkative [quoted by most people who knows my existence], workaholic [quoted by colleagues], big spender [quoted by my dad, mom, family members and close friends and NOT approved by me], fussy [quoted by most of my siblings and frens], funny [quoted by most male whose trying to get my attention]… maybe and just maybe…

Now, I am not that energetic anymore and I have less drive in doing my job. I do the job but the excitement is gone. Like I lost it maybe by a mile. I hang with less human. I normally stick in front of my PC at work, morning till evening… When I reach home, all I care is cooking, housework and a bit of relaxing. I intend to go back to my parents less frequent and most importantly, I don’t see shopping mall as an interesting place to be in for more than an hour. Proudly to say 1 haven’t been in any shopping mall for the past 2 month with the purpose of shopping. Note that I went there less then an hour and like 1 time… Impressive huh… 2 months… Did I mention I develop a new interest and skill… yeah… Cooking… Now I like cooking. Hehehehe… I am not very good in this field but I am doing well… What I cook is eatable… I like baking and making dessert the most. Well, most tea-time menu… If my mom see me like this, she’s totally sujud syukur… Exagerrating la me… Well, she would find it hard to believe but believeable.. Hahaha…

I think now I’m calm and collected. Too much energy drives people crazy… I like the way I am now. I try to spend more time for myself and work is a part of life but not the whole life itself. I try to be more alert of the growing process of my kids.. be a part of their live as well. Be there for them.. A good training to become a mother for teenage kinds… Life indeed beautiful… Cherish Partageons!!! [quoted by someone who leave a huge impact in my life and yet I never get to understand the meaning]… peace…

It has been days now since the famous malaysian defeated by the World No 1 badminton player, Lin Dan. I was so devastated by the performance of our very own Lee C. W. but put myself in his shoes… He was pale as dead. I do believe if he could put his shit together, he’ll perform better. As a competative person myself, I was so upsad when he was badly beaten by Lin Dan. He leave me with no other choice but to support the No 1 player. Lin Dan played like a STAR. He managed to proof to the world, it is deserving for him to be known as No 1.

Lee C. W. was brave enough during the press conference to admit his lack in control the anxiety level.. I salute him for that. He’s open and sincere with his confession which he gain my respect [like he need one, is ke?]. Humble and kind. I respect that.

It is not like the first time Lee C. W. meet Lin Dan for final. They compete with each other quite a number of time. Still the advantage was with Lin Dan. The last game they had I guess is in Kuching where Lee C. W. manage to defeat Lin Dan. [Lin Dan did not act like a pro during that competition though]. With the lost with Lee C. W., Lin Dan has the advantage for revenge [in a good sense I mean] and he prooves it. Way to go. Above all, I was hoping that we did not loose so bad. Try to have the Indonesian mentality, they are better. What ever the case, it is easy for us to say what we wish to say, what if we were holding the burden like Lee C. W., how would we cope up with the tense. We still proud of you Lee C. W. All the best for your future ambition to defeat Lin Dan. All the best.

Malaysia Boleh!!