I was surprised when 1 fine day a colleague of mine told me that he wrote an essay about me.. I asked why and he said that I’m an idol… hehe… here is the essay…

huh… sik tauk kenak tapi lamak dah sik dapat post… kinek dapat so… kelak la update… wait huh…

Angol na palak mala mikir kerja yang tak sudah tok.. nak madah lembap gilak molah kerja, dah setiap saat setiap  minit fully utilize ke molah kerja. Rutit gilak kah aku tok. Ya juak meja tok serabut kedak otak aku kinek tok. Segalanya serabut. Semuanya serabut. Bukan main lagik things tod o list berjela-jela panjang tapi sik pernah juak pande singkat-singkat sebab kerja baru mala jak datang. Best na juak jadi aku koh koh…

So, dalam pada melayan palak ku nak sot-sot tok, rindok ati mun dengar lagu.. Sik tauk kenak masa tok suka gilak dengar lagu laskar pelangi dan lagu bukan superstar… maybe sebab aku rasa 2 lagu tok liriknya memberi ketengan pada jiwa ku sesaat… mun dengar empat kali empat saat… hahahaha… sorrylah mun sapa-sapa nak maca tok bukan orang sarawak, nasib juaklah mun sik paham apa di loya ku tok. Bukan nak madah apa, asal nyawa nak ngerepak, mulah make bahasa ibunda. baruk trill rasanya.. Sebab bahasa sarawak tok nang dicipta ke morah dan ke ngerepak sik tentu pasal.

Sedar dirik aku tok Bukan Superstar so aku dedicate lagu tok ke aku empunlah… enjoy ya..

Liriknya ya..

Andai aku Pasha Ungu
semua wanita kan memburuku
Bila aku Ariel Peterpan
kau yakin ngefans karena urang keren

Sexy badannya.. Mulan Jameela
cantiknya dia seperti aku
Giring Nidji sahabat aku
dekat denganku.. dialah aku..

Tapi kenyataan aku bukan siapa-siapa
kuingin engkau mencintaiku apa adanya
Ku bukan superstar kaya dan terkenal
Ku bukan saudagar yang punya banyak kapal
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai

Haa haa haaa Haa haa haaa
Andai ku Letto wis pasti aku wong jowo
Tapi kenyataan aku bukan siapa-siapa
kuingin engkau mencintaiku apa adanya

Ku bukan superstar kaya dan terkenal
Ku bukan saudagar yang punya banyak kapal
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai

Kata orang ku mirip Glenn Fredly
suara merdu, wanita jatuh hati
Namun semua itu hanya mimpi bagimu woohoo~

Jadi semua itu hanya mimpi?
Ya iya laah masya ya iya dong
duren aja dibelah bukan dibedong

Ku bukan superstar kaya dan terkenal
Ku bukan saudagar yang punya banyak kapal
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai

Kamu bukan super, kamu bukan setar
Kalo digabungin kamu bukan supersetarr..
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai

Haa haa haaa Haa haa haaa

Berjarah Raya riya tek…

Tok saja nak flash back masa Raya ke-3 marek masa sidak geng-geng dari Balai Ringin datang bejarah… Dalam gambar adalah bala-bala sidak Tini, Pui, Kon, Aking, Tan, Siew Fah, Shirley, Umar, Aku empun, Kinsy, Nicholas Then ngan Mak ngan Bapak Ku…

Wah… When I looked at the calendar… It’s been a while I did not write any simgle words in my blog.. maybe I was buzy with matters but plain to say I’m just lazy to share my dull and boring stories with the entire nation [As If someone is actually reading my blog..]

It had been quite a hectic moments and not to mention hair-wired situation for me. I was in a de-motivated mode for quite sometime and that strings of mood mode is here to stay some more days… I wasn’t quite sure what is happening to me but I am so sure that this is not actually me. Dull and boring me.. [maybe I shud get a new shoes or a new handbeg or maybe  a new purse.. oh yes, that roxy purse... maybe that purse can cheer me up... who knows... well, I'm free on Wednesday afternoon, shud drop by to the spring and get me the new purse before the sale end.. I hope sale is still on. can't really remember when it is over.. --> this sounds more like a normal me..]

I would like to put some photos of me and family and friends and maybe I can start writing about it. Just to wash away my sadness and worries.. Am I Sad and Am I worried? Gosh… only god know why… Some cheer moments for me..

yuhoooo… later i post…

I ask myself what do I achieved for the past one year.. I wondered if I manage to achieve my last year resolutions and I figured, does last year better than the previous year.

Should I plan a head for this year activities or should I just let it go with the flow. Maybe I just set some target and no need to go into details. What I wish to happen is that… a blissful year a head and more self happiness… Amin…

Gosh… This has been planned for months and finally we manage to put it into practice… Huh…. No regrets and Full of fun and excitement.

The idea came across at a sudden to meet some old friends in Miri so since I’m heading no where during the holidays, I figure it would not kill me to have a fun ride with my girl friends to go across the state. There are a few delays in our joyride and it almost be canceled due to certain circumstances especially the rainy weather but our determination beat it all. We started our joyride on 21st of Dec heading towards Balai Ringin which is the first pit stop me and Shirley encounter. Here we unpack and reload our stuff before the joyride truly begin.

Early morning on the 22nd, Shirley drove us as early as 6.45 am to Sibu. We didn’t stop much. Only for quick breakfast at Simpang Sri Aman and fuel at Betong. We reach Sibu around 11.30 am which was earlier then what we expected. We went to Vera’s and pick her up. After Zohor we went for lunch and drove ourselves to the 1st pit stop of the Joyride which was Bintulu.

We arrived in Bintulu around 4.30 pm and looked for a decent place to spend overnight. After a few selection, we decided to stay at Mastama Inn with the rate or RM63 for a double + single bed. Not bad tough for a nite stay. They have basic necessities such as toilet and bathroom and tv. It was okay. Cleans and comfy. Well, we had a rest for few hours before me and Vera went to dinner with her friends. Shirley have to excuse for a Christmas dinner with her family and later meet us at Bintulu Waterfront with Dylen.

The next day, we started off a bit late and we left the Inn at 10.30 am. I always be the one who take such a long time to get ready and those 2 are patience enough to wait for me. Haha…

We arrived at Miri noon and planned to meet Intan at Imperial Mall. While waiting for Intan, I managed to get a hair cut which I kind of like. I cut my hair short just like Rihanna’s. huhu… We stayed at Dinasty Hotel for a nite with the government rate. We took a double single bed which cost us RM138. Well, it was pleasant as well cos we did not spend that much time sleeping.

After freshen up, 4 of us went to Tanjung and stay for sunset while enjoying our drinks and croissant from Delifrance. Did I mention there is a cute guy works at the deli’s… he is so cute. Looks young though. After maghrib, we moved from Tanjung to Muara. A dining place to meet our old friends. We had dinner and the best part was reminiscence the good old memories… It was great after years apart, we gathered in a soothing kind of way. It was worth all the drives…

The 2nd day in Miri, I went out with a bunch of kiddo and after lunch I watched the movie Twilight. I will write a post fort his movie. I love it so much even I hate the audio system in STAR in Miri. Damn. That nite we stay over at my friend house. Adeq, thank you so much for the hospitality and we love your house so much. I couldn’t sleep that nite so I watch 4 movies… heh…

On 25th of Dec, we meet Intan at Taman Awan and heading back to Bintulu and Sibu. The journey was not very nice. It was raining all the way and makes it difficult to see the road clearly. Not to mention that road was not in a tip top condition. We depart a bit late so basically it was our fault. We arrived at Sibu after Maghrib. We stay over at Vera’s and Intan go back to her parents. We went out for dinner at Bandung. Stadium Cafe. Did not see any good looking guys in Sibu. Sigh…

The joyride end on the 26th when we reached Kuching at 5.30 p.m. Basically, it was fun… coz all girls… hehe… I am lookinf forward for our next joyride…

It took me so long to find a time to jot in this blog of mine… I just have so many things to share but so many little urge to write so that is why everything is pending…

On last 18th of Dec, we had a little gathering on my moms side where by she invited her siblings to our house for dinner. The occasion was due to my Anjang visits from KL… Quite a number relatives attend and we ate dinner and cakes and foods…  photos will be or will not be uploaded here…

Things I get for my birthday… a chanel perfume, a roxy wallet, LG phone, hilly handbeg, mng sling bag [soon] and other gifts that i have not figure out yet. huhu… i have a list remember…

It was all right… The bestpart is that, I win 3 times out of 4 while playing Big 2 with my cousins and siblings… Well, I am good at it… ahahaha… once a gambler, always a gambler… chows…

Double mention… 2 days to go for me to turn 28… It’s not a big deal nor to be ashamed of cause every single person in this world grow older… it’s normal… Unless you really think Benjamin Button is alive, then that’s another story?

The title tells a lot. Since I already have some of the items in my wishlist, no need to mention people gave or i bought it myself, not relevent to know… well… all I can say is that, life is like that. I may have come out with various things in mind that I wish I have but in the end, that doesn’t really matter.

I bought myself the LG phone. Damn I like is so the very the much. This is my own birthday gift to myself. It took me a few visit to Wisma Saberkas, a few dreams, a folded brochure of LG KS360 phone 24/7 in my handbag, timeless day dreaming and 2 dozens of approval before I finally decided to buy that phone using my C square. I really have to do it. Imaging that I have download tonnes of wallpapers, converted dozen of video clips and cut ringtones, not to mention call the service provider asking whether they have the setting for this phone in the list and more… I even buy stuff just to diverse my intention from buying the phone and finally I gave up… I gave up… Now, I like it and not regreting it… happy momento… Best gift I ever gave myself.

I recomended my parents to get me the chanel chance for my birhtday gifts. Yeah I talk about it all the time and I even bring it as commercial in every conversation we had. It doesn’t bother me at all that I have to buy it first and my father finally reinverse. They still kept the perfume and waiting for the right moment to give it to me. I tested it once. Hehe… I don’t want to bother with how many visit and how many perfume counter I have been visited in order to get that perfume… You don’t wanna know.

The Hilly bag was not at high priority. That one is so very simple. My asked my bro to buy me and he did… Reinverse method. I dont mind. Some people say it hideous  and I like it. I dont really care what other people say.. Huhu..

The roxy wallet, that one easy too. My sisought it for me. haha… Again, reinverse method. Love this method. I love te purse so much… Best gift ever from my sis…

Basically I love all the present I manage to get for this 28th birthday. Not to mention I buy myself with tonnes of items from MNG… trust me… items means items…

I may sound materialistic and high maintanence… Maybe I do.. I think I’m average… I’m happy… can’t wait to be 28th…