Memoir of SugArHigH's

Picture Perfect

smyshswak — Sun, 05 Dec 2010 04:37:46 +0000

I just love desktop publishing and monochromatic shades really fascinate me. One of my finest art work..

black and white publishing

Count Down…

smyshswak — Sun, 05 Dec 2010 03:53:20 +0000

Wow.. time really flies… so fast.. Funny I suddenly jot in words in this thing called abandon blog.. wahaha… I was about to recall what a Sagittarian I am so I visited my older entry. It was me..

I’ll be older and wiser soon. I’ll hit the tree O… Will the new counting bring new different beginning of my life? Like statement in Rapunzel I watch yesterday.. But she’s turning 18 and she wanted to watch the flying lantern.. I have a few things in mind today that I wish I could do. This is just a testing 1,2,3 on blog return writing. I didn’t plan to write anything and I can hear myself mumbling.. It’s getting ridiculous and I hear the bell said… sign off…

Chow.. 13 days…

The Sweet Escape

smyshswak — Sat, 27 Mar 2010 01:40:03 +0000

and then

smyshswak — Mon, 22 Mar 2010 11:00:35 +0000

It’s been ages since i last wrote in my ordinary blog.. When you have friends around you, blog is nothing but the last resort to express what you really feel inside and don’t have no one to shared with or maybe just a place for you to spill your heart out coz there is no way you have the guts to express it verbally.. Either way, the return og blogging to me is due to those reasons.. Not solid but as an alternative to let go what is burdening my abcent twisted mind.. By the way, no one is actually reading this so it’s kind of like a personal diary.. A diary written by unknown..

Well, that’s quite brief on how do I get back to this leasure uplifting activity. I had a rough patches lately. I define it as a mood swing. It happens once in a while especially during high time or in the beginning of a cycle or when I just pissed at anything about nothing.

My life is a bit messy lately.. I just don’t know why.. I don’t really find peace in me.. What is actually wrong with me? I kinda like having a crisis with my own and at the end of the day, I get frustrated and angrier.. what is wrong with me.. Am I mad?

Come Back

smyshswak — Thu, 25 Feb 2010 14:07:39 +0000

This is just a testing post coz i have been abandoning my blog for so long and i’m just not sure if it is still working..

An essay from a friend…

smyshswak — Wed, 29 Apr 2009 06:06:53 +0000

I was surprised when 1 fine day a colleague of mine told me that he wrote an essay about me.. I asked why and he said that I’m an idol… hehe… here is the essay…

lamak sik dapat post…

smyshswak — Mon, 20 Apr 2009 13:38:55 +0000

huh… sik tauk kenak tapi lamak dah sik dapat post… kinek dapat so… kelak la update… wait huh…

Sukanya aku…

smyshswak — Tue, 24 Mar 2009 03:47:50 +0000

Angol na palak mala mikir kerja yang tak sudah tok.. nak madah lembap gilak molah kerja, dah setiap saat setiap minit fully utilize ke molah kerja. Rutit gilak kah aku tok. Ya juak meja tok serabut kedak otak aku kinek tok. Segalanya serabut. Semuanya serabut. Bukan main lagik things tod o list berjela-jela panjang tapi sik pernah juak pande singkat-singkat sebab kerja baru mala jak datang. Best na juak jadi aku koh koh…

So, dalam pada melayan palak ku nak sot-sot tok, rindok ati mun dengar lagu.. Sik tauk kenak masa tok suka gilak dengar lagu laskar pelangi dan lagu bukan superstar… maybe sebab aku rasa 2 lagu tok liriknya memberi ketengan pada jiwa ku sesaat… mun dengar empat kali empat saat… hahahaha… sorrylah mun sapa-sapa nak maca tok bukan orang sarawak, nasib juaklah mun sik paham apa di loya ku tok. Bukan nak madah apa, asal nyawa nak ngerepak, mulah make bahasa ibunda. baruk trill rasanya.. Sebab bahasa sarawak tok nang dicipta ke morah dan ke ngerepak sik tentu pasal.

Sedar dirik aku tok Bukan Superstar so aku dedicate lagu tok ke aku empunlah… enjoy ya..

Liriknya ya..

Andai aku Pasha Ungu
semua wanita kan memburuku
Bila aku Ariel Peterpan
kau yakin ngefans karena urang keren

Sexy badannya.. Mulan Jameela
cantiknya dia seperti aku
Giring Nidji sahabat aku
dekat denganku.. dialah aku..

Tapi kenyataan aku bukan siapa-siapa
kuingin engkau mencintaiku apa adanya
Ku bukan superstar kaya dan terkenal
Ku bukan saudagar yang punya banyak kapal
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai

Haa haa haaa Haa haa haaa
Andai ku Letto wis pasti aku wong jowo
Tapi kenyataan aku bukan siapa-siapa
kuingin engkau mencintaiku apa adanya

Ku bukan superstar kaya dan terkenal
Ku bukan saudagar yang punya banyak kapal
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai

Kata orang ku mirip Glenn Fredly
suara merdu, wanita jatuh hati
Namun semua itu hanya mimpi bagimu woohoo~

Jadi semua itu hanya mimpi?
Ya iya laah masya ya iya dong
duren aja dibelah bukan dibedong

Ku bukan superstar kaya dan terkenal
Ku bukan saudagar yang punya banyak kapal
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai

Kamu bukan super, kamu bukan setar
Kalo digabungin kamu bukan supersetarr..
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai

Haa haa haaa Haa haa haaa

Jarah..

smyshswak — Tue, 24 Mar 2009 03:41:12 +0000

Berjarah Raya riya tek…

Tok saja nak flash back masa Raya ke-3 marek masa sidak geng-geng dari Balai Ringin datang bejarah… Dalam gambar adalah bala-bala sidak Tini, Pui, Kon, Aking, Tan, Siew Fah, Shirley, Umar, Aku empun, Kinsy, Nicholas Then ngan Mak ngan Bapak Ku…

Lamanya…

smyshswak — Tue, 24 Mar 2009 00:23:49 +0000

Wah… When I looked at the calendar… It’s been a while I did not write any simgle words in my blog.. maybe I was buzy with matters but plain to say I’m just lazy to share my dull and boring stories with the entire nation [As If someone is actually reading my blog..]

It had been quite a hectic moments and not to mention hair-wired situation for me. I was in a de-motivated mode for quite sometime and that strings of mood mode is here to stay some more days… I wasn’t quite sure what is happening to me but I am so sure that this is not actually me. Dull and boring me.. [maybe I shud get a new shoes or a new handbeg or maybe a new purse.. oh yes, that roxy purse... maybe that purse can cheer me up... who knows... well, I'm free on Wednesday afternoon, shud drop by to the spring and get me the new purse before the sale end.. I hope sale is still on. can't really remember when it is over.. --> this sounds more like a normal me..]

I would like to put some photos of me and family and friends and maybe I can start writing about it. Just to wash away my sadness and worries.. Am I Sad and Am I worried? Gosh… only god know why… Some cheer moments for me..